There are many different paths, find the one that works for you. I found these folks to be incredibly helpful on my journey. Maybe you will too.
Stephen H. Wolinsky: http://stephenhwolinskyphdlibrary.com/index.html
Paul Hedderman: https://www.zenbitchslap.com/home
Ram Dass: https://www.ramdass.org/
Rupert Spira: https://rupertspira.com/
Eckart Tolle: https://eckharttolle.com/

Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj: https://www.amazon.com/I-Am-That-Nisargadatta-Maharaj/dp/0893860468